you know…

we’ll give you your last antibiotic drip at 4.30, and then you can go home. will there be anybody picking you up?
no
no
so you will be going home alone?
yes
hehe, d’oh

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okay, once this is finished, we’ll discharge you. is there anybody coming to pick you up?
no
why do these people keep on asking the same question?
…
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what’s with the face?
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what?
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oh, come on.. *skim*skim* ..certificate.. *skim*skim* ..bla bla.. *skim*skim* ..march 2008! See, you’ve worked for more than a year here, you must’ve seen LOTS of people going home from the hospital by themselves rite?

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okay we’ll discharge you now. this is the summary of your treatment, this is your prescription, and this is your mc. is there anybody outside picking you up?
no
gosh, what is the matter with all of these people? i don’t need anybody picking me up, i’m perfectly fine, see, i can get up by myself..oooww..my head.. gosh, it must be because i was sleeping all the time.. it’ll go away in no time.. now, if you’ll excuse me, i’ll get my bag and..what..the..hell..is inside this bag??aww my back..shoot,i know i should’ve taken those painkillers.. anyways.. see you later..

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hi, you’ve signed the medicare right? so there’s no need for any payment right now.
okay thanks
okay thanks
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yes?
are you going by yourself?
yes
what is the matterr??? i mean, it’s not like i don’t have anyone, as a matter of fact, I told my family and friends not to come. besides, this is singapore, it’s like, hello? people are faaaarr too busy to take care of others, except of course for that auntie in the front bed who seemed to have visitors all the time, and that grandma in bed 10, but he’s a grandma, surely people will come, she might as well be dead anytime soon (*knock2 on wood), and this girl in bed 5, but that’s her boyfriend i supposed, so it’s only natural that he came.. so, there! see, there is this uncle in bed 6, and..and..and i’m sure there are a lot more in the other row, like bed 1 or bed 2..i think i saw some patients there..i think..
are you sure you’re okay to go alone?
yes, of course
shut up
okay then, have a good rest.
thanks
whatever

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gosh i hate hospital

i miss u

“you know that i could use somebody,
you know that i could use somebody,
someone like you,
and all you know,
and how you speak“
_{[kings of leon]}

October 8th, 2009

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away

But they never do
Something I wasn’t sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I’ve seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don’t mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I’m out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn’t sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I’ve seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don’t mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don’t mind

_[keane]